Wednesday, March 28, 2007
4:28 PM
hihhihii im in school now!!! have to wait for bus which comes at 5 and leaves at 5.30 soo sadddd
but at least got friends to stay with me so yayness!!
so like bored so play wib laptop and then looking through the lyrics for the musical which we just got today! so saddd stage chorus is like in only like 6 songs out of 19!!! soo saddd right!!!
but im still happy that im in the musical well its better than nothing
mr west is going to offer pizza!!!!! but we have to go for rehersal on 23rd-24th of june and its on a sat and sun!! but we have pizza!!! yay!!!
well got one darn song its we have to memorise soo many colours!! ALOT ALOT OF COLOURS!
JOSEPH AND THE TECHNI-COLOURED DREAM COAT IS GOING TO ROCK!!!!!!
i hope......
heheheheheh
so now i think im slacking alot....im not doing hmwrk and im scared that it would affect my grades......I DO NOT WANT A 4!!!! if not i wouldnt be able to get another VHC then i would be real sad sad sad!!!
well tomoro got swimming and i cant go!!! no!!!!!!!!!! cause of my freaking rash! i just found out that im allergic to camgestic......which is a muscle relaxer which i took like the last last night and then the next morning rash appeared and oso damn painful!! so now i cant go swimming....no!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i hope it wouldnt be boring just watching.....wad am i saying?!??!?!? of course it would be boring!!!!!
DAMMIT!!!! MSN IS BEING FREAKING IDIOTIC!!! I CANT SIGN IN!!!! FREAK LARRRR
die die die die ie die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die
oh wellssss i just have to wait till i got home to use msn.....so saddd!!!
so now lemme introduce you to
THE CHOCO FWENS!!!
which consists of...
Leanne = white chocolate
Claire = milk chocolate
Lily = dark chocolate
THE CHOCO FWENS!!!
if its not that it'll be called lilcoobea
Lily
Cookie
Bear
which sounds pretty weirdddd
this was suggested by claire
if not it would have been fbc
Flower
Bear
Cookie
heheh sounds like fbt the shorts ahaha
this was suggested by me!! hahahah ehehehe
well i like choco fwens the best!!! hehehehehe
HIHI CHOCO FWENSSS!!!!! heheheheheh
MII <33333333333333333 CHOCOFWENS, TRIPPIES, ANNS!!! WEEEEE HAHAHAHH WEEEEEEE HAHAHAHAHAH
MII LURV LURV LURV LURV LURV LURV U GUYSS!!!!!!!!!
O.o i oso wrote like a 9 cookie quotes!!! YESTERDAY!! its not about cookies!!! its about life and friends and stuff if u wanna read it.....u can find me in school :D or at home....cause my quotes are in my pink filee heheheheh
so here is one of my cookie quotes :D COPYRIGHTED!! haha it might be edited as i think of better things to write hehe
"With so little time in life its best to live it to the fullest."
Friday, March 23, 2007
11:06 PM
maybe, just maybe i should not have come
maybe, just maybe i should not have stayed
maybe, just maybe i should not have accepted
should i have come or should i have stayed....
with these past few weeks i have found out that my true place should not have been with you guys
or maybe it is
would i have changed your life?
would i have helped you in anything?
i don't think so
i could not have helped i just destroy
it isn't on purpose but its the this thing i am
this is me
useless, unloved, unwanted, incapable
want to be my friend?
do not even think about it unless you want your life to suck
that's me i make people's life suck
i suck
want to ask me for advise?
i cant keep a secret to save my life
i cant help in anything
i am useless
some of you might think that im always high and hyper
you guys are wrong
it's just a cover up.
if you were to go inside my head, you would see
that i feel guilty almost every time i speak,
being afraid of what to say is the worst..
cause i just shouldn't say anything
think im smart?
u are in the dark
i cant even be smart enough to save my life
i just have a hollow head with no thoughts
i do like being surround by people if you do not know..
but its just that if you hang around me too much,
i might just slowly ruin your lives.
should i have just stayed were i was?
in all my shy, quiet and failure glory
thanks for being friends with me guys
thanx gwyn, zong, tim, lily, sojung
thanx for being caring but i durno...i just felt that i could have done more to help you guys but i cant anymore...... i just cant...
i still do not think i should have gone...
i think i should have just suffered through neighbourhood schools...
get it over with and hate my life everyday...
i should not have even existed
i am sure that people's life on earth would have been much much better if not excellent...
"should i stay or leave? i just cant believe i could cause this much damage in such a short time"
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
8:03 PM
ahhhh tomoro got P.E!!!
itss swimming!!! yay!!!!!!
one thing only i dun wan ppl to see mii in my swimsuit!!
ok so now im goin to sound like a bimbo so bare with me pueaseee (im really not a bimbo really i just feel like sayin it)
i dun like ppl to see mii in my swimsuit because :
1) my rashes i hope it clears by tomoro if not i would look real weirdd
2) i have big and fat fat fat thighs
3) i have big big arms too
4) and i am fat with my tummy stickin out
so those are the reasons i dun like swimmin
i mean at home condo nobody really noes me and so i dun really bother about that but like in school like hello everyone noes u and its like real real scary and embarassin. so thats the thing that is makin my heart go badumbadumbadumbadumbadum and not the usual ba dum ba dum ba dum....
and i think i lost my appitete cause my heart was like beatin so fast and my tummy gort this tingly feelin so i din eat further... :D
oh yay today was the first ever rehersal for stage chorus for the musical!! and wahh POTIPHAR was like soo difficult to sing at the last 2 verses wahhh we have to go like soo high lor and my throat like pain liao......but all in all it was fun :D
after rehersal me and winnie went to the foyer to wait for winnie's mummy and so we just practised.....and then saw my bus finally comin to school and so i stayed with winnie and then katherina joined us and then we practised then she went outside to wait for her mum...and then i stayed with winnie till like about 5.20? and then went to the bus still practisin....
and then its like i was practisin and then this idiotic guy (whose name ish censored) in my bus and then its like wahlau eh ur voice can kill me lor u ****ing b**** shuddup lar!
idiot lor! like he can sing any better! the tune was like real high lor!
and he is like not those kinds of popular gangster rude guy lor he is like this freakin short and like nerdy lookin
at first like i thought he was nice and nobody hangs out with him so i took pity on him....wahlau now i noe why nobody likes him lor! he is like so irritatin and he is so stuck up and selfish and really hot tempered! i hate him now lor! i would never ever pity him anymore lor
ok so now back to swimmin!! i happy swimmin tomoro i actually had to convince my mum to let me swim cause my ezema and is like all over my body like my pitirhysis rosea last year which took me like 4 months to clear and then it finally cleared then it returned again!! gahhhh!!!!! no likey!!!!! but then she said yes!! yayness!!!!
i just wished i werent so fattt oh wellsss at least im not unfit like one prata i noe... :D hehehehe
zong!!!!YOU ARE NOT TALENTLESS!!!!! you are weird though haha but u still is not talentless!! you just wait it will come to you sooner or later!!! waitt!!! no keep givin excuses that wad u are is just out of work and that other ppl are better than u....ok? so u raspberrymunkayy must no think u are talentless!!
"whats done is done wads left is what we need to find out sooner or later"
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
9:01 PM
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh freakin blogger!!!!!!!! i posted like sooo much and then the stupid thingy didnt accept!! ahhhhh!!!! calm calm......hmmm.....
ok so now im like freakin pissed but i'll get through it ok...
so school started liao yay!!! so today had art (yay!) so we are doin textured stuff now(no yay) i wan sketchin!!!!! i wan i wan i wan!!!!!
dongbangshinki's faces are difficult to draw!! but hey gwynnie u are slowly turnin me into a dongbang fan!! and hehe i noe all their namess!!! yunho,junsu,jaejoong,changmin and yoochun hehehehehehehehe
okok so it seems like the floorball ball (?) likes zong too much heheheheheheh always likes to hit him hahahahhahhahahh!!! u gort baluku anot?hehhehe
gwynnieeeeee ish maddie today!!!!! and soo ishh miii!!! heheh wait...im maddie everyday!!! so .....hehehehhehehhe ok....
"would u give me a chance to live? i have already gone through too much to let u push me around....please...just...stop it.."
Saturday, March 17, 2007
4:36 PM
urghhhh urgghhh urghhhhh urghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im getting pissed with drawing ppl!!! ok....ok....calm calm calm.......ok....so first is the fingers......took me awhile but finally got it now im on the hair.....ITS DAMN DAMN DIFFICULT!!!!! urgh!!!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sowwi not for widdle ones to see or read.....
well its not that i dun like the band....i just dun like drawing their hair.... i feel like stop drawing it already...but since i volunteered to draw im goin to continue....eventhough it might not look as expected....so dun expect too much!!!
maybe next time i shall just stick to one person with neat hair.......and drawin simple things like fruits or pictures of ppl's eyes and nose covered......
oh well life goes on from there.....eventhough this experience is goin to help me with my drawin oh wells.........
"even if u miss a step life goes on......just continue with the whole routine......and if it goes well no one would even notice u missed a step."
1:01 AM
so harloo everybody!! this holiday is uber uber borin!! there is nothin to do except hmwrk...which by the way i didnt do XD
well got my hair cut on sunday, i have like a short fringe and my back i layered and lightened....
i have been drawin alot lately.....first i drew zong's dp of himself....and then now im drawin gwyn her dbsk guyss....which might i say is quite challenging i usually draw one person and it is already quite a challenge...now im drawin 5!!!!! oh well...i like challenges....especially drawin challenges!! and then tash is also askin me to draw a pic of her so i will do that after i am done with the db one....
and again...THIS HOLIDAYS IS BORIN!!!!!
I WANT SCHOOL TO START AGAIN!!!
leanne did u just say that?
yes leanne u did...
^
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SEE WAD IT HAS MADE ME BECOME! hhahahahhaa im a random random person......
i am not high and random all the time....i was damn freakin pissed this afternoon...details are enclosed..but gwynnie u noe right? :D
so here are some peekturees hahah cool new wordd hehe...comment puease!!! heheeh
mii frontyy
mii backy :D
my new haircut!!! short short fringe!! mii likey likey!!
so here is the drawin of gwynnie's db guys..its a workin progress.....might be done next week :P
zong's "portrait"....eventhough i made his chin too sharp and i forgot the 'beanie' or so he calls it....and i dun have the original pic hehehe he no give
a neoprint mii and mari took one out day out together!! its my favv actually got more but i just put one heheeh
so now i shall try and end all of my posts with quotes that i just randomly come up with....ok? hahhaha
so here it goes...
"as hard as i try to get out if this black hole of yours......you always find a way to suck me back in"
Thursday, March 08, 2007
8:48 PM
ehhh i lazy to blog but then oso nort lazy to blogg so now im blogging wierrddd ....smileyyysss
picturess wierd ones burtt farnnn
woopsyy wad did i do??
puff for the mic!!
would be lollipop robber?? me?
puffed stamp
headline! headline! wackosss on the loosee
hii 5!!
mii and lilly!!!!
lily mii and clairee!!!
edgggeyy coooo!!!
smillessss
emmbossy:]]
wierddd
farrnnnn
ssmillleesssss
omgg!! he is invisiblee!!!
headlines big mouthss on the loosee
leave me alone im on a very important business call...no commentss
wierdddo???
coo look at our teeth!
Saturday, March 03, 2007
11:48 AM
weee yesterday stayed back after school as always so went to the library do hmwrk then later winnie and sarah came along...so took pics!! but then sarah had to leave so left me and winnie so we took more photos!! :D
look winnie!! ahhh
do we look emo??
OMG!! a phone!!
look we are puffed up!
awww we saddd...
ahhh!!!! mii screamin!!!
mii shoot you!!
smiles!! sarah, winnie and mii!!!!
tongue!! twisss!!!! wasssup!!
tonguess!!! smilee!!
well thats about it :D so sad claire had cca if not could have take pics with her!! :( oh well....bb!! oh and.....zong u ebil ebil munkayyy!! u dun gimmie cheese fries!! ebill!! (this is abit late but i like blaming him!! :D) and oso go steal my emoticon!! ebil ebil munkayy!! oh well... nvm..... :D i go now.. :D kk bb
Friday, March 02, 2007
6:33 PM
OMG i totally forgot to tell u guys about casual dress day!!it was on wed... it was soo cool!! soo COLOURFULL!! i only got 2 pics though....soo sad...oh well....my class everyone except 2 ppl wore their own clothes!! this are the 2 pics! mii and natasha!! STRIPESS RULE!!! :D
my class girls execpt for three ppl sorri!! well here we go..
top: natasha, me!, gwyn
bottom : sarah
well thats all i gotta go for dinner now!!! bb
Thursday, March 01, 2007
1:32 PM
OMGG!!! TODAY IS FOUNDERS DAY!!! IT WAS SOO COO!!! WE HAD TO PERFORM!! AND LIKE I WAS SOO NERVOUS AND THEN IT WAS LIKE SOOO FUNN IN THE END!! BUT HAD ON LOTS AND LOTS OF MAKEUP! THEN NOW I LOOK LIKE GOTH!! HAHA!! SMILESSS!! THEN WE DID NOT ATTEND THE WHOLE FORMAL PERFORMANCE...BUT ALL IN ALLL IT WAS SOO FUNN!! I CANT WAIT TILL OUR NEXT PERFRMANCE!!!! IT WILL BE LIKE SOO FARNN LORR!!! :]] OO LOOK AT ME!!
THE DAMN EYELINER WOUDNT COME OFF SO I WAS LIKE STUCK WITH EYELINER UNTIL 1 WHEN MY MUMMY CAME...IT WAS WIERD HAVING MAKEUP INFRONT OF TONS OF PPL ...OH WELL ITS OVER NOW...SO IM GONNA GO NOW!! CYAAA
mii frontyy
mii backy :D
THE DAMN EYELINER WOUDNT COME OFF SO I WAS LIKE STUCK WITH EYELINER UNTIL 1 WHEN MY MUMMY CAME...IT WAS WIERD HAVING MAKEUP INFRONT OF TONS OF PPL ...OH WELL ITS OVER NOW...SO IM GONNA GO NOW!! CYAAA